chillihansol:

[ soonyoung x female reader ] + female character, wonwoo, jihoon

✧  word count: 2,007 words
✧  genre: non-idol verse, angst, romance
✧  warnings: alcohol intoxication

→ synopsis: (Based on the song Messages From You by Drake)  For someone who experienced being left by a person he loves without a word, Soonyoung might have been the most foolish one to still hope for his lover to come back. Everyday, he counts the number of days since you left, and he remembers the details in a certain day. During his months of healing, someone comes in his life who happened to give him a short-term happiness as he thinks that this person could be the one for him. But not until he finally receives a message from you after months of long wait.

Soonyoung shifts on his seat, then proceeds to take a shot of strong gin, swallows the liquid and ignores the bitter taste of it. Tonight is the night when he forces (or attempts) himself to abandon the vivid image of your face engraved in his mind; lips coated with ruby red, a complementary dress embracing the curves of your body that tones a perfect hourglass. He hates the growing butterflies in the pit of his stomach as he imagines snaking an arm around your waist and pulling you close to him, the scent of the lavender fabric conditioner lingering through the caves of his nostrils, and a glint in your eyes that only sparks whenever you see him. He does not only miss your taste, nor your smell; he misses you and everything about you.

He’s a fool for counting the days since you left. The numbers are continuously increasing—185 days without you—and he only wishes for it to stop and for you to come back.

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